He paces around in circles and zigzags, up and down, left and right. There are
no corners so all trips lead back to where they started. He is quite desperate to
escape this place. He must feed, he must fuck. Life is very short and must not be
wasted sitting around this containment. He needs to be free. He longs for the
sky to open and let him soar away on the wind, yet an invisible force holds him
here. In between laps he would wonder why his fate is to be sealed in this void,
but flies don’t every wonder why. He just continues to look for the door. His tiny
wings carry him from top to bottom of the glass he is trapped under. His six legs
have feet that can stick to even the smooth glass walls but eventually he tires
and just sits down and dies.
Her plan is patience. She had been hanging around one spot for days before the
scenery suddenly changed to this. First she checks the horizontal plane and
soon decides that is a dead end. The smooth vertical walls are a challenge to
climb, eventually eight legs prevail and she gets to the top and builds a home
there. Now she hangs in her hammock and waits for something to happen. She
waits for food to stumble into her web.
This fly is four times larger than the spider so she ignores this frantic insect as he
unwinds into slow death spasms. She has eaten one of his smaller siblings just
yesterday and pays little attention to the larger fly as he folds his legs and falls
onto his side for the first and last time of his life cycle. He has won this game by
not being spider food, but he would have preferred to spend his last days on a
pile of dog shit instead of inside an upside down drinking glass.
As she waits patiently in her web, her bigger sister is introduced into the glass as
well and promptly eats her alive. Spiders are cannibals. While the first spider is
being sucked upon by the second, the third even larger spider is dropped into the
glass. It is only a matter of time before the largest spider is wrapping up and
eating the second spider.
Now one large spider is hanging at the top of the glass and a new large fly is
sitting at the bottom sharing the glass hotel for the night. The fly seems to know
to avoid the big spider and is circling the bottom perimeter stepping over the two
smaller dead spiders.
Morning finds this fly’s dried out body in an awkward position with his mouth
stuck firmly to the ground and his body and legs wrapped in silk and suspended
just above the ground. The spider is slightly larger now too.
All these creatures come crawling, creeping, and buzzing uninvited into the place
I call home. I admit to being unusually happy to find a new spider crawling
across my bed the other day, a new gladiator has arrived. The new contender
has considerably better reach with his long legs but his body is smaller than the
current champion. A fight ensued and lasted for most of the day. All forms of
spider fighting were used but no winner emerged by eating his opponent so they
formed boundaries and went back to hanging around in webs as spiders often do.
I don’t really want any pet spiders so I’m hoping a praying mantis or something
will fly in soon.
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